Nedum on Mario
An audience with Mario Balotelli

Nedum Onuoha Mar 2, 2022 41
If I asked for your opinion of Mario Balotelli, what would you say?
We only played together for six months at Manchester City in the first half of the 2011-12 season, but it was enough time to get a feel for a guy who, we have to remember, had only just turned 20 when he arrived in England.
One story I will always remember from Carrington, the old training ground, was when somebody was talking about Lionel Messi and Cristiano Ronaldo. Mario piped up and said that he was just as good as them.
The room fell silent but his face didn’t change; he was deadly serious.
Mario was different, for sure, and while he was never quite as different as was made out, when I spoke to him last week — after five long months of tracking him down — I could not believe the change in the man.
“I missed some chances to be at that level,” he said of that conversation about Messi and Ronaldo. “But I am 100 per cent sure that my quality is the same level as these people, but I… I missed some chances, you know? It happens.
“And nowadays, I cannot say I’m as good as Ronaldo, because Ronaldo won how many golden balls (Ballons d’Or)? Five? You cannot compare yourself to Messi and Ronaldo, nobody can. But if we’re talking about only quality, football quality, I have nothing to be jealous of them, to be honest.”
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Some may still laugh at that, coming from a 31-year-old at his ninth professional club, Adana Demirspor in Turkey, but it shows that Mario is aware of his place in the world and fully appreciates his situation now.
He was a kid in a very serious dressing room back at City. We had Gareth Barry, James Milner, Nigel de Jong, Carlos Tevez, even Joe Hart, David Silva, Edin Dzeko, Yaya Toure, Sergio Aguero and Vincent Kompany when they were younger.
But the way Mario talks about his younger self now is like a father talking about a young son coming up through the ranks.
“I think that was my biggest mistake, to leave City,” he admits. “Even in the year when I left, I played very well in Milan for a year and a half, but after that, I had some problems. And now that I’m older, I know that I shouldn’t have left City at that time.
“All these years seeing City improving, improving and improving. I could have been here like Sergio Aguero for a long time.
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“If I had my mindset now,” he laughs, “when I was at City, probably one golden ball (Ballon d’Or) I could have won, I’m sure about this. But you know, when you grow up, you mature more, so…”
He really did have that quality. He used to kill me in training and, like a few players in that City team at the time, he did special things. Yaya was Yaya, Sergio was Sergio and Mario was Mario.
What made him special? Things like off-the-cuff bits of skill to wriggle out of difficult areas. We had great players who could do great things, but not squeeze between two players with a nutmeg and a drag-back or whatever — that was just Mario.
And his finishing… the way he took his penalties was the way he scored some of his goals; he could kick it hard, but he could also roll it one mile per hour into the opposite corner. Once he had a head of steam and his confidence was up he was a nightmare, because it wasn’t like he was weak.
And nobody could say he didn’t play his part in that Premier League triumph, particularly on that day against Queens Park Rangers when he rolled the ball to Sergio to win City’s first league title in 44 years with the last kick of the season. His only assist in the Premier League.
“To be honest, I wasn’t… I wasn’t 100 per cent sure we could win it,” he says about his feelings at the start of the year. “I know our team was amazing — I played with amazing players over there — but also other teams were good, (Manchester) United were good.
“So many people when they ask me about this game, they were like, ‘Queens Park Rangers, they let you win’. I’m like, ‘Trust me, they didn’t because you were playing actually very good that game’.”
Yeah, “you”. I had left City for QPR in January and there I was on the final day battling for Premier League survival against the guys I had been playing and training alongside. I can assure you that nobody was letting City win, but this isn’t about me.
“You changed the game in 10 minutes from 1-0 to 2-1, that was unbelievable,” Mario remembers. “And when you scored the second goal, I was like, ‘No, finished’.” He tuts. “‘It’s finished’.”
He had already won three Serie A titles and the Champions League with Inter before coming to Manchester, but that day with City tops the lot.
“I think, yes, yeah. That was more emotional than the Champions League. The Champions League is amazing and obviously — it’s the Champions League and if you win the Champions League it’s the best title you can win with your club — but the way we won it with City and everything, that was emotional; too much emotion even for me, I was so emotional that day. It was unbelievable.”

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People I speak to now still beam when his name comes up. For those of us who knew him and even those who didn’t, he was a loveable rogue. The “Why Always Me?” t-shirt he unveiled during the 6-1 win at Old Trafford and the famous photo from the FA Cup semi-final at Wembley of Mario standing, emotionless, in the middle of a melee with angry United players helped to create a cult hero. Standing underneath the crossbar and shouldering the ball in from a yard? Only Mario.
But it’s not just the football side that provokes such fond memories in Manchester.
“I don’t know why, to be honest. I don’t know,” he says. “I think they liked me as a player.
“And then probably they read too much, too many newspapers, because the newspapers were talking… like, creating stories every time. Sometimes, I was home and somebody called me and said, ‘They say that you did this, you did that’. I was like, ‘It’s impossible. I’m in my house’. They created so many stories, they created the Mario Balotelli in England.
“But to be honest, I was more quiet than they thought. But probably the people also like this part… most of the time, it wasn’t true. Sometimes yes… but most of the time, no.
“Most of the things that people think about me, they’re not real.”

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I wondered if he could have done something to change that.
“Do you know how much news came out (about me) in the two, three years I was in England? Like, every day… I wouldn’t have time to even train, I would be on the phone to try to explain myself every time. I was like, ‘I’m young, they want to say what they want to say, that’s their problem but my family knows what I really do so I don’t really care’.
“Now if I could go back to that time I would have replied and said stop creating stories because in my career, those things came against me a little bit.”
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It’s like speaking to a completely different person now. He says the big change in his character came with the birth of his children and the responsibility that brings, but let me tell you that in football that’s no guarantee: I’ve seen players spend more time than ever at the training ground when their kids are born, just for peace and quiet.
But the determination and belief he showed in those early days at City are still there. In January, he was called up to a training camp by Roberto Mancini, our old boss at City who’s now in charge of Italy, before the World Cup qualifiers in March.
A return to the national team would be huge. Remember his impact at Euro 2012, on the back of the title win at City, when he scored twice against Germany, threw off his shirt and stood there, flexing, for the world to see?
“That was the best moment in my career, I guess,” he says.
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The decade since has had its ups and downs, shall we say? After Inter, City, AC Milan and Liverpool came three years at Nice and a year at Marseille. He returned to Brescia, northern Italy, the town where he grew up and a club where he even served as a ball boy, but that was an unhappy season interrupted by COVID-19 and a falling-out with the board over training. It ended with relegation. After training with Serie D side Franciacorta for six months, he finished the season in Serie B, with Monza, before moving to Turkey last summer.
Mancini was labelled “desperate” by recalling Mario to the national team, and as he hasn’t represented his country since 2018 it’s clear that his biggest target now is to win back his place.
“The only objective I have is to go to the national team and to try to drive the Italian squad to the World Cup, and also trying to get in the first three places (in the Turkish Super Lig) here with Adana. I know it’s not easy, but that’s probably the two objectives coming out in my mind, the most important things at this moment.”
Once again, he’s deadly serious.
“I feel it can be like this for the rest of my career, and that’s what I want, I just want to go back to the national team. The last two years weren’t very easy for me, in Monza and Brescia. I had some injuries too. For me, normality should be being in the national team. The thing that’s not normal is when I’m not.
“So obviously, I’m working to be there in March when we have the qualifiers and I hope he will pick me.”
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Mario’s relationship with Italian football and Italy as a nation has not always been easy. Born in Palermo to Tom and Rose Barwuah, Ghanian immigrants, he was raised from the age of three by Silvia and Francesco Balotelli.
“I’m African-Italian,” he says. “And I’m very proud of both.”
I asked if he feels more accepted now than at the start of his career, when there were still those who said, “There are no black Italians”, and his answer perhaps says a lot about the kind of relationships that he has encountered in football.
“People care only when they need you. That’s what happens and I saw it many times with different players also in the world. People care — they love you when they need you. When they don’t need you, they hate. They start saying racist things and stupid things.
“This is not about everyone that is Italian, but there are some parts of Italy that I can say they don’t like me. But now, maybe because they need me, they change their mind. But as soon as things go wrong, they will go back and insult (me).”
They sound like the words of a jaded man, and when asked when he was most happy, he says, “I would go back to that age, 16, because everything was like a dream.” It’s easy to perceive some kind of discontent, but I cannot emphasise enough how the Mario I spoke to was so much more of a settled, well-rounded human being.
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After five months of trying to track him down for this interview, I thought I had no chance. I must have talked to 20 people to try to get a number for him, including his agent, former team-mates, friends and even family. I even slid into his DMs on Instagram. Nothing.
Then when the interview was pushed back a few days I feared the worst. I’ve seen enough footballers agree to things with no intention of ever turning up. I once called a player to record a podcast and he was just heading into the cinema.
Although I had shared a dressing room with Mario and felt that I had got to know him relatively well, in the 10 years since we last spoke I had seen the same stories as everybody else. I knew not to believe all of them because I saw him up close, but when he seemed impossible to track down I started to wonder if this was the flaky Mario, the unreliable Mario.
“Wait, now I go on my Instagram and I see,” he says when I admit to the messages of desperation. “I have to be honest, I’m very, very bad with my phone. Most of the time, I don’t even remember where I put it.”
It turns out that all those things that could be perceived as negative were actually positive. He’s keeping his head down, living the kind of quiet life that would just not have suited him in the past.
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And most of the so-called controversial stories about him now aren’t even on his radar. Did you see the one recently about him supposedly punching his team-mate after he had been substituted? He actually punched the bench, but because it’s Mario, the headlines go around the world and people will believe it without even seeing the video.
“Oh my… I never hit…” he tails off and laughs. “I’m shocked…
“At this moment, there are not really people talking bad about me. I’m very quiet. I don’t do anything special. I’m always training. Thank God, I live in a city where there is not much to do. You can go to the cinema or something like this, so there is really nothing to talk about here. And that’s what I always want, I want people to talk about football, not my life, you know, and this is happening now so I’m happy about this.”
Footballers often get offers to go to Turkey, particularly to Istanbul. The city is sold on its beauty and its nightlife, as well as the passion of the supporters there.
For Mario to go to Adana, a big city but nothing like Istanbul, and to a club without the expectations of the more traditional giants, explains exactly where he is at in his life.
The thought of him living in a quiet town, and him thanking God for the privilege, is not something that even I ever expected.
If I ask for your opinion of Mario Balotelli now, what would you say?
You can listen to the full interview with Balotelli on The Athletic Football Podcast, free on your usual podcast provider or ad-free on The Athletic app.
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